The Steps at the Adriatic

It was a Sunday evening.

I was sitting on the stone steps of a fondamenta on the eastern side of the city, where the buildings thin and the lagoon opens and there is nothing between you and the sky but Adriatic sea and the memory of the sea. The stone was still warm from the afternoon. My hands were flat against it.

The Adriatic Reflection

A boat passed. Not a vaporetto — something smaller, moving steadily toward the mouth of the lagoon where the city stops being a city and the Adriatic begins. I watched it go. The engine sound carried for a long time across the water, thinning without disappearing, until it became part of the general quiet.

I had been in Venice for three days. I had stood in front of paintings I had described to hundreds of people and discovered what my descriptions had not been able to carry. I had sat at a fountain and watched a woman read a book without any awareness of the two thousand years beneath her feet. I had stayed somewhere until the light was gone and not opened my calendar.

The journey had already changed things I did not expect it to change.

But this evening, on the steps, it was the direction of the boat that stayed with me. East. Not far east. Not dramatically east. Just across. The Adriatic here was not an ocean. It was a crossing — narrow enough that ferries ran it on printed schedules pinned in agency windows, narrow enough that the other side was not a concept but a coast.

Desire was born

I knew that coast completely. I had walked people through its harbours and its walled towns and the islands that scatter along it like a sentence someone started and didn’t want to finish. I had described the limestone, the pine, the light on the water in the late afternoon. I had given careful directions to places I had never stood in.

What I noticed, sitting on the warm stone with the lagoon settling into its evening colour, was that distance had never bothered me. I could know about a place on the other side of the world and feel no urgency about the gap. Distance was a fact. I could file it.

Closeness was different.

Closeness said: the water between here and there is something a boat just crossed in the time it took you to watch it leave.

Closeness said: if not now, you are choosing not to. Croatia.

I did not need to think about it. The name had been in the ferry schedules I had read two nights ago without stopping. It had waited. Names do that sometimes. They wait for the moment when you are sitting still enough to hear them clearly.

The lagoon turned the colour it turns when the light has left but the water hasn’t noticed yet.

I stood up from the steps.

I brushed the stone dust from my hands.

In the morning I would walk to the port.

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